Merry Christmas :)

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May today bring much joy and love to you and your loved ones!
Best wishes,

Rachel Grace

India Conclusion Letter

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So, I was debating whether or not to post this here, but I decided to go ahead... wouldn't want to leave my blog readers hanging, right?!
Anyways, the below letter is something I sent to all my India trip prayer warriors & financial supporters.

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Hello Dearest Friends and Family,

It has been over a month since I returned from Ooty India and I am just now able to sit down and write you (oh my!)… Life’s activities have been quite the juggling act recently, but really that is no excuse, I apologize it has taken this long.

I must say that I miss Ooty. I miss the rescued girls, the Freedom Firm staff, the hours of jewelry making, the foggy mountains, and even eating with my hands ;). Yes, India made quite the impression on my heart.

Before the trip even took place I knew that God was calling me there. He placed the desire to go in my heart and then sovereignly pieced together every piece of the puzzle – finances, prayer support, visas, health, etc. He prepared the way for me and my team and displayed His favor and love in such a mighty way. To this day I still feel overwhelmed by His love and the providence He showed us.

My team and I arrived in Ooty after 34 hours of traveling, but despite the lack of sleep and weariness from our journey, we were able to jump right into the scheme of things and hardly suffer jet lag at all. When it came time to start working with the rescued girls all of us were full of excitement and anticipation. God had great plans for that week, we just knew it. I walked into the Ruhamah building (the aftercare facility) and felt overwhelmed with butterflies; I was so happy to finally be there, but also nervous about what to expect. I said a prayer that I had already asked many times before, but thought it was worth repeating. I prayed that our actions and our words would reveal God’s love and mercy to the girls and that they would receive our teachings and our friendship with grace. Marvelously, that prayer was answered. As we met the girls and started working with them, we began to see hope and joy instilled in them. We all started the day off a bit shy and reserved, but by the end of the day the girls were already asking if my team and I could say for forever. They were happy to have us there and accepting of almost everything we did. Yes, there were tough moments, but they never lasted very long, and the joyful moments always outweighed the difficult ones.

When it came time to pack up and say goodbye, I was a bit heartbroken; the week had passed so quickly. As one girl and I said farewell, she began to hug me tightly and wouldn’t let go, both of our eyes filled with tears and in that moment I caught a glimpse of vulnerability that she had refused to express the entire week before. That strong and independent facade melted away and revealed a girl so tender and sweet. Her grip still strong, she said to me “I do not want you to leave” and right then my heart broke into a thousand pieces. I knew God had brought us there and wanted to bless the girls through us, but to hear those words and to see the impact we made right before my eyes, well, it penetrated the deepest part of my heart. We are all called to be the hands and feet of Jesus and right then I understood more of what that meant than ever before. I pray I never lose sight of that revelation and I never forget that precious moment in time.

I'm sure I could write a novel about all the wonderful memories and opportunities my team had, but with Christmas preparations awaiting my attention, I really must conclude this letter. So last but not least, I want to say thank you. Thank you so much for helping make the trip a reality; your support was invaluable and treasured beyond measure. Thank you!
Much love and many blessings,

Rachel Grace

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Here is a short recap video that I assembled for all my amazing supporters. I hope you all enjoy it!! :)



Redeemed from Rachel Armstrong on Vimeo.

P.s.s. You can also check out my Flickr page to see more photos of my adventure.

Emotional Battle

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I feel horrible that this is the first time blogging since my return from India. I’ve been meaning to sit down and articulate some of the things that have been jumping around in my head [and in my heart], but have been submerged in photo projects, Holiday events, emails, etc.

At the moment I feel overwhelmed, stressed out even. So I think this post is needed. I’m still processing everything that took place and trying to make sense of what’s going on inside me. I feel changed. I know I am changed. Slowly and surely I believe things will unravel and maybe, just maybe, I will uncover the purpose for this tug-o-war in my heart.

Sunday night I was compiling a video to send to my supporters (don’t worry; I’ll share it here as soon as its complete). And well, I was just about to call it a night when almost out of nowhere I started balling my eyes out. I knew I really missed the Freedom Firm girls and life in general was stressful, but common. I’m not usually the crying type. I mean…. I do cry (trust me), but not very easily. I was completely bewildered by the boiling pot of tears spewing. I felt a bit helpless really. BUT, in the end it was really good for me. I had been walking around with so much of my emotions hidden from everyone; I didn’t know how to communicate what I was feeling, let alone make sense of it all. So I tried to keep them bottled, but it turns out that all I needed was someone dear to come along and listen for my gibberish to begin to make sense of it all. Thanks to my very sweet friend Kesi, that exact thing happened, last night to be exact. Kesi asked a simple question of “how are you?” and that was it, that’s all I needed. Her tenderness and ability to pinpoint an area that needs a little prodding helped me connect some dots and communicate some of the emotions that were lost inside me.

I know I am being really vague, sorry, but that’s because I need to be right now. I’m trying to guard my heart.
Got to get this sleepy girl to bed. Night!

Rachel Grace

Ruhama

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I just have to say I love the girls at Ruhama. I cannot thank God enough for them and for this trip as a whole. I see God at work each and every day, with each and every girl, and with each and every expedition we adventure on.

All day I've been mulling over the fact that God loves to redeem; He is a healer, a lover, a peacemaker. And you can see that here. I look into the girls eyes and I cannot help but see God's love for them and the restoration He wants to bring them. Already He has brought so much healing and joy into their lives, but I believe He has so much more to give, they just need to be open to receive. Please pray for the girls. There are 5 total right now and I wish I could share their beautiful names with you, but for privacy reasons I cannot, at least not over the internet. But please pray that the walls around their hearts and their minds would be torn down so that God could envelop them with His love and with everything He so desires to give them. Please also pray for understanding and growth in each of the girls lives, both in their relationship with God, but also with their comprehension of english, social interaction, mental expansion, jewelry and card making, and so forth. They are progressing so well, but they still have a bit of a journey ahead of them.


Okay real quick because I have two people wanting the computer... The last two days I have been working with the girls to help perfect their jewelry techniques. I won't lie, it's been tough. Several times I have had to pause myself and just pray for God's help and His patience, but at the end of the day I have no regrets because I really think that the girls are advancing and the time we spend together is a blessing for all of us. Tomorrow Heather and I will be designing new pieces and trying to teach the girls how to make them, whereas yesterday and today we were working on making chains and fixing the non-sellable/defective items. I think tomorrow will be much easier and more enjoyable for the girls, but please pray for grace and for patience for each and every one of us.

Okay, I must run.
Later alligators :)

Rachel Grace

Adventures In India

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Greetings from Ooty India!

It took a total of 34 hours to get here, but each and every minute was so worth it!!
My team and I left the US on November 4th, traveled by plane to London Heathrow from RDU. Had a 6 hour break/layover in the grand royal city where we walked around and enjoyed delicious non-airplane food (hooray!). From London we caught a flight to Bangalore and from there boarded yet another plane to Coimbatore. I will confess that the last leg of our journey was a tough one; I made a wretched mistake of consuming Indian mango yogurt (lassi) and I think adding that to the lack of sleep and airport food was a bad idea because it made me feel extremely sick to my stomach. But anyways, when we landed in Coimbatore a Freedom Firm volunteer named Sarah came to meet us, along with Ray, a father of another volunteer. We all packed into two taxis and travel 3 more hours to Ooty.

When we arrived in Ooty I was so very thankful and also extremely happy - we had FINALLY made it!! :). We settled at the Farley Guest House (a quaint little house that us Americans are so blessed to be staying in) and then ventured out into the city for shopping and dinner.

On Sunday we met the Palms (more Freedom Firm volunteers) for breakfast at Holiday Inn where we munched on authentic Indian breakfast, but had the option of some American dishes as well. At 11am we attended the English service at Union Church where most, if not all Freedom Firm workers in Ooty attend. It was such a blessing to partake in the service and see the similarities and also the differences of culture and so forth. It was rather refreshing. After church we met with Mala Malstead for coffee and talked about the upcoming week at the Ruhama workshop. I personally left feeling so extremely excited about this next week because it was so evident that God had orchestrated everything, every little detail and each desire, and we were all on the same page.
For lunch, which wasn't until after 2pm, we got to journey to the aftercare home of the rescued girls (called Roja) and ate lunch with the caretaker and two of the girls. What a pleasure. It was a joy to meet some of the girls and spend quality time with them, especially before jumping into the art and craft projects and training sessions.

Today I have to explain in short (need to get to sleep!), but it was our first day at Ruhama. We started organizing the space and establishing relationships with the 5 girls. We also started working with the girls to discover their skill sets at jewelry making and also began brainstorming about all the projects we want to accomplish this week. The girls were so welcoming and as sweet as can be. A few of them asked if we could stay for forever, but we will see if they say that at the end of the week ;).

I wish I could go on, but I really must go.
Much love,

Rachel Grace

Scattered

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...Somehow this post was sitting in my drafts, completely finished, but not posted. Oh my.
This was written nine days ago:

Can I say scattered brained & out of it? Oh my word, yes. These last few days [...ahem....weeks really] have not been easy for me...
Upon my return from Seattle, I managed to catch either horrible allergies or a wretched cold. Whatever the case, I was completely worn out and having the hardest time adjusting back to North Carolina life. Despite it being over two weeks later and having my health almost back to normal, I seem to still be struggling. Mild exhaustion has been creeping around me and sadly I’ve been struggling with a scattered brain lately as well as emotional outbursts (the slightest thing can make me cry and maybe that's healthy to some extent, but I do not like it). Part of me thinks that I just need more sleep, but then again, I'm starting to think and see that there might be a larger underlying issue. I leave for India in 9 days and with such a trip approaching, I can only imagine that I am taunting the devil and making him want to attack me in every which way.
I strongly believe that while in India God’s love is going to be poured out and His heart will be revealed, not only to the ones that my team and I will be visiting, but to us travelers as well. I also strongly believe and hope that God uses this opportunity to equip me for future ministry; I think He's been planting some seeds in my heart for quite some time now and I see this trip acting like a watering can. I think God wants to pour some new desires in my heart and stir up old ones. I think He wants to see me move to the next step and enter into a new season of ministry/my walk with Him.

Please be praying for me and my trip. It would mean so much to me.
Much love,

Rachel Grace

Activities - Oct. 7th

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Today was my last day in the beautiful Emerald City. Sigh :(
Where did my vacation go?? How is it possibly over already?
Tomorrow morning I will wake up and head straight to the airport, so be forewarned, this will most likely be my last post regarding this trip.

I spent my last day like a bum, at least for the first half. I slept in until 10am and then lazily hungout at the house until 1:30pm or so. Esther and I then grabbed lunch near Greenlake and afterwards she dropped me off at the Gwaltney's for another afternoon with Steph & Nicole. Steph and I walked Greenlake again and also stopped for Chocolati hot chocolates again (the hot chocolate lived up to my expectations, almost as if I had forgotten its splendor and rediscovered its greatness). In addition to walking, I also snapped photos of Nicole. That little girl is such a cutie pie. Her bright blue eyes are intoxicating and her red hair is simply delightful.

This evening Jonathan, Esther and I went to the Queen Anne area for Vietnamese food. Under Jonathan's recommendation, I tried Phó for the very first time. I really liked it, it was very tasty! It reminded me a bit of gourmet ramen noodles, but 100% better. And the spicy kick from the jalapeños & red pepper sauce hit the spot. I would definitely have it again!

Photos of the day:







Food & drinks to note:
Tacos Guaymas veggie tostados
Chocolati hot chocolate
The Signature veggie phó
Stumptown decaf latte

Fun/interesting fact:
If you need help pronouncing Phó (my tasty Vietnamese dish), you can visit good 'ol Wikipedia and they'll help ya (click here for quick link).

Okay, it's time to wrap up. Thanks for following my journey; it's been fun and will be remembered fondly.
Until next time, so long and good night :)

Rachel Grace

Activities - Oct. 7th

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My day alone to explore.
Yesterday morning I dropped Esther off at work and headed Downtown where I stayed until early afternoon. I mostly walked around Pike Place, stopping every once in a while to look at vendor tables and quaint little shops in the area. I also chatted with some of the locals and some not so locals. I lost count of how many times I had people ask me for directions; half the time I knew what to tell them, but the other half I had to reveal that I wasn't from around there. One of the places I didn't know directions to was the Gum Alley, so I joined the tourist in her search and helped get directions by asking one of the fish tossing guys. We were literally 30 feet away from the alley, so I decided to follow the woman and see the disgusting wall for myself. It really was disgusting, in a artsy/modern/intriguing sort of way. If you get close enough, you start getting whiffs of the faint gum. There are also some interesting finds stuck to the wall [besides gum]... some of which are cute or cool, but others were the opposite. Okay enough said. If you feel the need to see the Gum Alley now, by all means go, it's not like you have to pay to see it, but if you're content with not seeing it, that's superb.

Once I was satisfied with my Pike Place wandering, I headed east to the larger store district for an hour or so and then ventured even more east in search of my favorite coffee shop, Stumptown. The directions I had written down from Google were wrong, so I had to find the coffee shop all by myself. I over-guessed by 3 blocks, but despite the one way streets and such, I found my destination :). Having said that though, I still haven't got the hang of driving around the downtown area.... all the pedestrian crossings, bus lanes, different stop lights, etc., they are all so confusing. However, I am still in one piece and Jonathan's car is too, so I guess I'm doing okay.

Yesterday evening Jonathan, Esther and I headed back to the Downtown area where we caught dinner and a concert. Frightened Rabbit was playing at the ShowBox and a good show it was! The gig was quite entertaining, especially with Frightened Rabbit's lovely accents. The venue was nice too, a little big, but I'd prefer it over Cats Cradle any day.

Photo of the day:
North entrance to Pike Place Public Market

Food & drinks to note:
Beecher's melt in your mouth *amaziness* - mac&cheese
Pike Place produce stand honeycrisp apple!!
Stumptown americano
Mighty-O Donuts lemon poppy seed donut

Fun/interesting fact:
...I already mentioned the Gum Alley. So that's going to count as my 'interesting fact' for this post ;P
I've got to run. Cheers!

Rachel Grace

Activities - Oct. 6th

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I can officially say that I have experienced Seattle's public transportation; this morning Jonathan and I took the bus into Downtown where we spent the entire day. We walked along the Puget Sound for awhile, snapped lots of photos, explored local shops, ate at an incredible Irish Pub, shopped/browsed more shops, walked around the SAM (Seattle Art Museum), and then caught a showing of 'The American' at the movie theater (side note: the movie was good - great cinematography & foreign/independent vibe, which made it beautiful and very artistic, but I would caution everyone to read a detailed 'content review' before watching, especially if you're a fella.....). The bus ride home was entertaining to say the least. It was very full and some interesting characters decided to hitch a ride as well, which made me realize that people watching at the mall isn't where it's at. Haha.

I took too many photos today to only pick one, so here are a few instead:




Food & drinks to note:
Cherry Street Coffee House a decent mug of drip coffee
Fabó turkey burger with sweet potato fries & a black velveteen (half Guinness & half hard cider - yum!)
Zeitgeist latte

Fun/interesting fact:
I have always wanted to learn how to blow glass. Consider it a phenomenon that has continually intrigued me. Well, today at the Glass House in Pioneer Square, Jonathan and I got to watch glass blowers at work in their in-house studio, it was fantastic and oh so enjoyable. It was remarkable to see the development of the pieces, especially when the workers added simple shards to add color and dimension to their pieces. Hmm... I guess I should really add glass blowing to my so called 'bucket list' ;)

I need to catch some ZzZzz; tomorrow I'm taking Esther into work so that I can have the car and explore on my own, which means waking up early. Later alligators!

Rachel

Activities - Oct. 5th

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A grand day of sightseeing took place today; we (Jonathan, Esther and I) adventured to Vashon Island, WA where we drove around somewhat aimlessly and then stopped for a peaceful afternoon at one of the waterfronts/beaches. We pretty much just walked around, snapped pictures and sat on a blanket talking and enjoying our lovely surroundings. This evening was spent at home, eating leftovers and watching a ridiculous movie.... the film will remain nameless because I'm embarrassed to say the title. It wasn't a very good movie.

Photo of the day:
Lisabeula Park/Beach, Vashon Island WA
Food & drinks to note:
Cafe Flora potato & corn chowder and a vegan blackbean burger (if you are vegetarian, vegan or have any allergies, this restaurant will rock your world!! The food there is amazingly good and they are so great at catering to your diet. I think they're easily a Seattle favorite).

Fun/interesting fact:
When you want to escape the big city life, Vashon is your place; however, if you think you'll want coffee during any portion of your trip, bring your own!! ...the coffee shops there are few and in between and the ones that do exist are absolutely dreadful. I think I drank 1/16th of my mocha, possibly only 1/32th. It was really that bad. And the entire time I stood there watching the barista prepare my drink, well, lets just say I was clinching my jaw and maybe biting my tongue. Sometimes being a barista or at least knowing the proper techniques for espresso making can be frustrating & harmful........

Activities - Oct. 4th

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Today was spent: sleeping in, venturing around Capitol Hill & University District, trekking to West Seattle to run some errands, and then enjoying the company of Jonathan & Esther's small group for dinner & discussion. Overall it was a great day and I scored a pretty sweet scarf at one of the vintage shops in Capitol Hill, so today can be concluded ;P

Observing my whereabouts and tendencies during this trip, I was kind of surprised and intrigued to note my lack of picture taking. I've broken out my camera everyday for at least a few shots, but compared to past trips, the camera hasn't come out near as often. This is probably due to the fact that we've mostly been visiting shops & researching areas, which is quite alright because I've really enjoyed doing that. However, I'm really looking forward to taking my camera out for purposeful photographs too, which should happen on Wednesday when Jonathan and I venture Downtown together.

Photo of the day:
Taken from the car while driving to West Seattle
Food & drinks to note:
Stumptown latte & a Mighty-O cinnamon sugar donut (psst.. if you haven't caught on already, Stumptown is hands-down my favorite coffee shop here...)

Fun/interesting fact:
...Gosh darn it, I can't think of one. Let's see. Oh wait, I've got one; if you're ever in Capitol Hill check out Elliott Bay Book Company. They used to be located in Pioneer Square, but they relocated within the past year. They are a phenomenal bookstore and one that I could definitely spend all day in. I personally love all their journals and craft books, but they pretty much have everything you can imagine.

Okay that's all for tonight.
Much love & well wishes :)

Rachel Grace

Activities - Oct. 3rd

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I'm super tired and showing all symptoms of sleepiness, but I will try my hardest to make this post understandable and hopefully enjoyable to read.

This morning I got to tag along with Adam, Steph, and Nicole and attend my very first service at Mars Hill Church. I loved it. I really did. The congregation was definitely a lot larger in number than Grace Church in Chapel Hill or any other church I attended while growing up, but that was quite alright with me. Mars Hill still felt personable and like a church that I could easily call my "home." The worship blew me out of the water, it was so phenomenal and did not feel performance based like most large churches I've visited. It was also quite cool to have Mark Driscoll preaching in the room which I was sitting in rather than just listening to him on my ipod or on my computer. I think God has given Mark great favor and has gifted him with wonderful teaching abilities and wisdom. Each and every sermon I have heard him speak has evoked a mulling process in my mind and in my heart; challenging me & my faith. I could go on, but this post can't be too long... I'm starting to doze.

After church I met up with Jonathan & Esther in Downtown Ballard. We got gelato at D'ambrosio, lunch and sangrias at Matador (yes, we had dessert first) and then shopped/browsed the local shops & street farmers market. Today I acquired: 4 CDs, 1 book, and 5 air plants.

Later in the afternoon Jonathan and I ventured to Sky Nursery in search for terrarium worthy plants and then to a thrift shop for jars. Jonathan shared his terrarium knowledge with me once we got back home and we pieced together 4 different ones. It was fun and peaceful, and I might just be hooked. Dirt and rocks are just cool in my book :).

Photo of the day:
Jonathan's terrarium collection is continuing to grow.... :)

Food & drinks to note:
Fresh Flour latte (made with Stumptown beans)
D'Ambrosio fragola (strawberry) gelato
Matador grilled broccolini, nachos (superb!) & red sangria (yum!!)

Fun/interesting fact:
If you love to garden or you just have a fetish with plants & flowers, you should seriously consider moving to WA. I'm not exaggerating when saying that I so badly wanted to spend hundreds of dollars today at Sky Nursery. There were soooooooo many plants that I just absolutely loved, which is unlike my plant trips in Durham (I can easily spend an hour at home trying to find one plant that I truly love and that will work with my apartment's lighting and whatnot). Oh and the bouquets here are also super cheap; you can find large ones for $5 at Pike Place Market or at any of the local Farmers Markets.

Okay, I'm seeing ZzZzZzzz.
Good night!

Rachel Grace

Activities - Oct. 2nd

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Tea cups? I think so! Anthropologie's tea cup dress is now in my possession, which makes me one happy camper. I had been stalking the dress since July, waiting for it to go on sale and it did and I snagged the very last one (at least in the Downtown Seattle store). It's uber cute in my opinion, but you can judge for yourself here.

Jonathan, Esther and I spent most of the day shopping and trekking around Downtown Seattle & then Fremont. We visited lots of local boutiques, some mainstream shops (Nordstrom, Anthro, etc), and several antique/vintage shops. I didn't purchase much, but I sure did enjoy wandering around and looking at all the fascinating things around me. This evening was a chill one; we hung out at the house while enjoying each others company & catching up on all things "computer."

Photo of the day:
and a scenic Seattle shot too:


Food & drinks to note:
- Stumptown latte at home
- Nordstrom Grill roast chicken focaccia club
Neptune mocha latte

Fun/interesting fact:
Mighty-O Donuts are vegan and I get to try one tomorrow!! Also, I get to visit Mars Hill for the first time with Adam & Stephanie Gwaltney :). Tomorrow is going to be a fantastic day!

G'night lovely readers.
<3 Rachel Grace

Activities - Oct. 1st

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To name a few of today's activities: coffee shop biding, reconnecting, lovely chats, beautiful weather, scenic routes, walking & driving, laughter and so much more

Photo of the day:
Nicole & Steph :)


Food & beverages to note:
-Herkimer latte 
-Cafe Presse croque monsieur (french sandwich)
-Vivace latte
-Chocolati hot chocolate & truffles (seriously... the best hot chocolate. ever. for realz)

Fun/interesting fact:
Driving in Seattle is much easier than one would think, especially if you stay away from heavily condensed pedestrian areas & rush hour time periods (yes, both are avoidable, I promise), but even still, it's not near as bad as most other large cities. I began the day feeling a little bit intimidated at the thought of driving about town all by myself (J + E had to work), but quickly started to enjoy it. I appreciated the kindness of the other drivers on the road (most were extremely polite, sharing the road as they should and not shoving themselves along) and enjoyed the relaxing pace at which most people traveled. I will admit that I have lead-foot tendencies and love to drive fast, but it was so enjoyable to not feel rushed, pushed, etc., when going the speed limit or maybe 5 over. I might think different if/when I move out here, but for now I find it refreshing and it gives me yet another reason to love this city.

Okay, I'm off to catch some shuteye. Later alligators :)
Rachel Grace

Here & Happy

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In the Umbrella City, safe and sound. Enjoying the fall-like weather and basking in the joy that comes with being here, in my treasure of a city.

I'm not sure how I managed it, but my body is already on Pacific time. I would like to think it's because my body just loves this time zone and would prefer to call it its own, but reality would probably argue that my eating & sleeping habits the last few days are the ones to thank.

At the moment I'm enjoying a lovely latte at Herkimer Coffee, biding time until it's time to meet up with a good 'ol friend Stephanie Gwaltney & her adorable little girl Nicole. Little side note: it's quite amazing how much you can do on the computer when killing time... so far I've taken care of a full inbox, paid rent, bought a b-day gift for Bekah, researched a handful of photographers & studios in the Seattle area, browsed Facebook (of course) and obviously blogged. I think a book will have to be in order next; too much computer use isn't good. right? yeah.

I'm not sure what to expect this next week, probably because I don't have any specific plans... but I'm 99.9% this trip is going to rock and that God will use it to restore my soul and hopefully reveal some things. I'm not sure what it is, but I definitely feel like He's making wheels turn in my head and He wants this trip to be of significance. So yes, I'm super happy and also super excited :)

That's enough for now, I'm gonna get back to my yummy latte.
Much love,

Rachel Grace

t-minus seven days!!!!!!!

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Woohoo!! My trip to Seattle is quickly approaching which means that my heart is absolutely singing :D

Because of this lovely trek, I decide to make a list of a few things I would like to accomplish while there. So here it goes:

- Get as close as I can to the dinosaurs (aka loading cranes) to take pictures of course
- Sip another fantastic latte from Stumptown
- FINALLY get my hands on more vegan cinnamon donuts from Metropolitan Market (...since I found out about my egg allergy I've been craving them non-stop!)
- Possibly stop in for another marvelous meal at La Carta De Oaxaca (only one of the best Mexican restaurants *ever*!)
- Visit Pike Place again and possibly Lowell's.
- Watch the sunset near the Puget Sound
- Visit Mars Hill Church
- Purchase more air plants, preferable from the cute little shop in Ballard (if you don't know what "air plants" are, please Google them. They might just rock your world!)
...and the list continues, but I honestly need to go to bed. Besides, I like spontaneity... so I don't want to get too carried away with 'to do' lists ;)

Okay, for realz. I'm going to bed. Night world.

Rachel Grace

Identity

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The last several days I’ve been mulling over “who I am" and  "who I am as a photographer.” Yes, many hours have been spent wandering and trailing in thought on said subject, which I imagine [and hope] to be normal while one is occupying their hands in countless hours of card making. I cannot say what started the rabbit trail of thoughts, but somewhere along the way I was reminded of a conversation I had with my big sis Rebekah. She asked me last week how my photography was going and I tried to give her my honest report, which went something like this:

Photography has been somewhat non-existent lately, partially due to busyness of work, but also because I needed a break. So many photographers advise to NEVER put down your camera, but rather challenge yourself daily with your equipment, the foundational principles and the ever growing photography knowledge/industry. But for me, I felt at peace about laying down Dear Henry (my Nikon D700), if only for a moment. I can say that my love for photography never died or even subsided, nor was I tired or frustrated with said hobby/my wannabe career, but rather, I felt like some time away would do me some good and ultimately help me refocus my goals and aspirations. As a result, this summer’s pictures have been few and far between compared to recent years, but don’t worry... the resting time is coming to an end, at least for now, and I’m beginning to set aside time for photo sessions and incorporating photography activities back into my weekly schedule (hooray!).

Okay, now back to the point! ...During the process of seasonally laying down my passion for shooting people [with a camera], I learned some valuable things about my identity. I believe God used the time to show me that no matter what I pursue, my identity is always going to be in Him. So whether I pursue photography, accounting or getting married & becoming a mom, my identity is in Him rather than what I do. The discovery of that brought so much comfort to me because I was trying so hard to figure out how I was going to carve myself into "the photographer” and establish an identity among the plethora of other photographers. You see, I had read multiple online articles and books that said to highlight yourself as the object of your photography, thus promoting your identity for the purpose of making your business unique, but in the end, I didn't really understand who I was or what my identity was as a photographer. Yes, I knew my character and personality traits, but I didn't know how to advertise myself or paint a picture of my identity.

I'm still not quite sure how to advertise my photographer-self in words, but I am certain that God will give me the wisdom when the time is right (hopefully before I start taking my business more seriously and trying to get it off the ground...). But until then, I'm not going to fret about it because finding who I am in Christ is a journey and one to be enjoyed. I don't need all the answers now. Yep, I'm more than happy with the fact that I am His and He is mine, and that my purpose in life is to bring Him glory. Which ultimately means He's got my back :)

Sincerely,
Rachel Grace

India Inspired Note Cards

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I feel like TONS of people would agree with me in saying that Etsy is absolutely FAN-TASTIC!!
I cannot begin to tell you of all the hours I've spent on that site... mostly browsing random items, sometimes to purchase them and other times to get ideas for future art projects and whatnot. The online community offers a perfect place for artsy people to sell their creations while allowing others (pretty much everyone and everyone's mom) the perfect way to find the amazing goods. Yep, Etsy is great!

All that to say, I listed some handcrafted cards on Etsy in hopes of raising more support for my upcoming missions trip to India (Nov. 4th-13th, 2010). All proceeds from the cards will go towards my trip, so please pass along the word! Thanks so much :)

For more details, please visit: http://rachelgrace.etsy.com 


India - Freedom Firm

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Some of you may have already heard about my upcoming missions trip, but for those of you that haven't, I thought I would post my support letter for all to see :)



Here it is:


Freedom Firm Missions Trip



Ooty India, November 4th – 13th, 2010

  
Hello Dearest Friends & Family,

With much excitement, I write to tell of my forthcoming adventure!
I have been invited to join a small team of ladies from my church on a journey to Ooty India where we will be working with Freedom Firm, a non-profit organization that saves minor girls from sex trafficking and provides them with rehabilitation and aftercare.

As part of the rehabilitation process, Freedom Firm encourages the rescued girls to take part in a trade and artisan training program. In doing so, the girls learn skills such as jewelry and card making, sewing, basic business structuring and more. My team’s core responsibility while on the trip will be to work with the girls, equipping them with new trades to enhance their business capabilities. We will also be working with the staff of Freedom Firm to provide support and help where needed.

I cannot begin to express how honored I am to have the opportunity to serve the girls and the dedicated humanitarian workers. I have followed and supported Freedom Firm’s work for several years now, so to have the chance to help and serve firsthand is stunningly grand and something I am really looking forward to!

For those interested, you can be a part of sending my team to India. “How?” you might ask. Well, several ways, but mainly through prayer; we need your prayers to make this trip a success! Please pray protection and wisdom over my team, our travels, and our time with the girls. Additionally, please pray that God’s love and His heart will be revealed to the girls and that they will feel truly blessed and valued. And finally, please pray against any doubt, worry and spiritual attack that my team and I might encounter.
In addition to prayer, financial support is also needed; each team member must raise $1500 to cover the costs of transportation, lodging, food expenses, etc. If you feel led to support us financially, please make your check payable to “Grace Church,” writing “India Missions Trip - Rachel” in the memo line and return to myself or to my church. Please note that contributions are tax deductible.

If you are curious and would like to learn more about Freedom Firm, you can visit their website at http://freedom.firm.in. There you will find various articles to read, photos you can browse and so much more; it’s worth checking out!

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this letter, I really appreciate it!
May God’s face shine upon you and be gracious to you :)
Many Blessings,

Rachel Grace Armstrong

home away from home

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I meant to sit down last week and tell of my exciting news, but daily activities got the best of me.
Anyways, I bit a bullet last Tuesday (figuratively that is) and purchased airfare to my adoring city, Seattle!
Since last year I had been planning to trek back out there, specifically in the fall time, but was hesitant to book airfare because of an uncertain schedule and a tight budget. But alas! Airfare is booked and I am eagerly awaiting my departure date of September 30th!!

I don't know what it is about Seattle, but I feel like it's my home away from home.

When I went to London in November 2002, I remember marveling over the culture and loving the aesthetics, and maybe secretly wishing I could be a Brit (hence my ever growing British tendencies), but London didn't become engraved in my heart quite like Seattle did. Yes, I did dream of moving to England and finding a British boy to keep me there, but it was always a whimsical dream/wish, not a feasible reality. At least, it wasn't a reality that I felt I should heartily pursue. However, Seattle is entirely different. I ventured there in April of 2009 and immediately feel in love with the city, knowing in my heart-of-hearts that I would someday call it my home. I cannot explain the certainty I have. I just know. Maybe it's hope, maybe faith, or maybe a simple gut feeling. I just know that someday I'm going to call the gorgeous state of Washington my home. I have no idea if it will be in one year's time or fifty, but I have faith that it'll happen.

Well, I need to run.
Cheers!

Rach

P.s. If you ever want to make my day, ask me about my Seattle adventures - it will surely bring a smile to my face :)

Peace

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"The Lord will give strength to His people; the Lord will bless His people with peace." - Psalm 29:11

I find it so incredibly fascinating that God knows the perfect timing for everything! He knows the best time to experience the raging wars of life and He knows the best time to experience those quiet, re-energizing times. For the past 3-4 weeks God has really been drawing me deeper through quiet moments and imparting an unfathomable amount of peace in my life.

So many times in the past I've cried out for peace, patience and godly contentment, and more often than not, even wrestled with God, shedding countless tears, crying out for His said peace. But looking back, I was seeking false peace; I was ultimately seeking something tangible to ease my distress, desiring happiness and not true contentment. Peace isn't all lollipops and gumdrops, it is trusting in God's will and trusting in Him to take care of you no matter what is happening around you. Peace is feeling secure, loved and at rest because you know that you are in good hands. The last few weeks have still brought little bumps or obstacles my way, some even causing lots of uncertainty and pain, but God has been pulling me closer and speaking gently to me. He has been nourishing my heart, instilling a tranquility in my footsteps, and giving me a supernatural peace throughout my daily walk. God has been revealing his true peace to me and for that I am eternally grateful.

I count this new season one of much growth, but instead of being hammered and forged again and again to refine my many impurities, God is tenderly wiping the tarnish away, tenderly refining my life. In this, He's showing me a whole new perspective of his character and allowing me to see the refining process in a whole new light. Again, I am eternally grateful.

In closing, I pray that you too may partake in the splendor of God's works. I pray that God's gentleness and peace would fill the hearts of many. That everyone would experience His tender love and be overcome by His joy and His graciousness.

"Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up His countenance on you and give you peace" - Numbers 6:24-26

Work Related

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Today was not an ordinary day. Tears don't often find themselves falling down my cheeks, but on this given day that was a different story. I cannot share all the details, but for those that actually read this, please keep me and my workplace in your prayers. Like every other business in the world right now, we aren't doing as well as we would like financially. Our 'financial crunch' has caused some restructuring of the company which is a vague way of saying that we had to eliminated a few job positions. One of the positions eliminated was someone whom I worked very closely with and whom had my utmost respect. I'm still a bit shocked and angry of the outcome, but I'm trying to trust in the Lord. He knows the plans for not only my company as a whole, but also each individual. I pray that those whom were let go find this occurrence to be a catapult for their careers; may God use this transition as a way of bringing bigger and better seasons and fruitful livings. I also pray for security, comfort, wisdom and perseverance for all of us who remain. I think worry and doubts have tried to subside in our minds and in our hearts. I pray that I don't allow that baggage and the loads of discouragement to fester. I pray that my heart would not become bitter towards the leadership, but instead that I would remember to pray for them and give them the respect that I should.
Goodness gracious, there's still so much more I could write, but I must be going.

Rachel Grace

"I Am Blessed" by the Birthday Girl

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Wow, I'm practically speechless. The amount of love and kind words today have been overwhelmingly great in number. So much more than I could ever ask for or begin to imagine. I count myself blessed. So very blessed. I have the most amazing friends and family, and I cannot help but love them all oh so much! You all know who you are - thanks a bunch! You guys are fabulous/splendid/superb/etc. :)

I have no idea what this next year will bring or what the age of 22 will be like, but I'm optimistic. So here's to being one year older and hopefully one year wiser, but more importantly, here's to celebrating another year of God working in me and through me.

Cheers! :D

Heavy Heart

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I've come to realize that one should appreciate hardship in one's life. Trials, consequences and/or small testings of faith are what forge a stronger and deeper relationship with the Almighty God.

It's the moments where I endured and conquered something that produced much fruit. It's the moments that I fought many tears that cleansed my soul. It's the moments that I waged war with the devil that I found freedom. It's the moments where I wrestled with God that produced a stronger foundation of knowledge and faith.

While in the heat of the those hardships, all I wanted was to be done and over it all, but looking back, it's those moments that are most precious and valuable. Yes, I enjoyed the joyful moments of life and the restful moments of life, but I also really enjoyed seeing growth come about and knowing that God has been building a stronger Christian and a more faithful servant.

A 21yr. Old's Playlist

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My roommate and I are huge music junkies. I've already lost count of how many gigs we've been to this year and how many new bands we have discovered. This shared phenomenon has created endless memories and amazing dynamics for the T&R Flat (Tif and I's humble abode). In our obsession, Tiffany and I like to put together countless mix tapes/CDs and come up with soundtracks for our current season of life, thus the purpose of this post.



My days of being 21yrs. old are dwindling down, so in an attempt to preserve the lovely moments and memories of this past year, I decided to compile a playlist of music that represents my most listened to, favorites, impressionable songs, etc.. Some are recurring oldies of mine, but most of them are new.

A 21yr. old's soundtrack/playlist:
**(push ctrl + the link to listen to the music/watch the music video on youtube)**

lisztmania - phoenix

lost! - coldplay

bloodsteam - stateless

earth - imogen heap

alleluia, sing - david crowder band

in a cave - tokyo police club

odessa - caribou

percussion gun - white rabbits

sweet disposition - the temper trap

broken lungs - thrice

boy lilikoi - jonsi

the only exception - paramore

komponent - apparat

be still my heart - postal service

hear you me - jimmy eat world

chocolate - snow patrol

chicago - sufjan stevens

fight song - the appleseed cast

breath me - sia

Love Languages

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I started this post last Sunday, but just now had the opportunity to sit down and finish typing out my thoughts. So without further interruptions/breaks/etc., I'm going to finish this post & publish!
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My love languages: quality time & words of affirmation.
I've known about my love languages for several years now, but for some reason they have been placed back into the foreground of my daily thinking. Especially today. I was sitting in my bedroom contemplating life and all its details, and then suddenly I rediscovered the importance of understanding my own love languages and making sure I also learned the love languages of my loved ones.


Before I go into further detail about my love languages, I will first explain what exactly I am talking about. Some of you may be scratching your head and wondering "what is a love language?", well... Gary Chapman's website, books and/or wikipedia-page are great resources to learn just that, but here's my own summary:


Everyone is different; we all express our love and feel love differently. However, many people do not grasp that idea. People pour out their hearts thinking that everyone should understand and reciprocate their love, but frequently enough, that love isn't returned because the recipient doesn't acknowledge those acts/words/etc. as actions of love. Gary Chapman (a doctor, author and pastor) recognized this pattern and decided to research it. He found 5 key love languages that people use to express their love and feel loved.


The Five Love Languages:
- Words of Affirmation
- Quality Time
- Receiving/Giving Gifts
- Acts of Service
- Physical Touch


Sometimes people share the same love languages, but in some cases they don't...


Until I found out my top love languages, I had some serious relational issues. I couldn't understand why some people made me feel valued and loved, but others made me feel like I had no value at all. Therefore, when I was introduced to the whole love language idea, it was like a blindfold being taken off my eyes. Suddenly everything made sense and I understood that not everyone shared love the same way as I did. This helped me to mend relationships and ultimately make my life a lot easier.


Here are two examples from my past, from before I knew about my love languages:
In my early high school days I had a youth group leader [and only the *best* leader ever ;)] by the name of Ms. Kelli Scanlon. This mighty woman of God would set aside time, usually twice a month, to meet with me for breakfast at Bean Traders (one of our favorite coffee shops). When we met, we mostly talked about family issues or boy issues (aka the current drama in my life), but no matter how many times I vented with Kelli or cried with Kelli, she still wanted to spend time with me. She would smother me with words of encouragement and affirmation, which I so appreciated, but more importantly she continued to invest one-on-one time with me, which spoke volumes. She made me feel valued as a person.
At the same time that Kelli and I were meeting, I was severely struggling at home with my relationship with my mom. My mom would express her love through gifts, which I didn't acknowledge at the time. I was so badly seeking and desiring quality time and words of affirmation from her, but because those weren't her main love languages, I wasn't receiving them to the extent that I needed. Therefore, I felt unloved by her. This caused me to grow very distant and bitter towards my mom. It wasn't until we both acknowledge each others love languages that our relationship started changing for the good. Fast forward several years, my mom and I's relationship is strong. We both make an effort to love each other through our different love languages and it's paid off. I'm now 100 percent sure that she loves me, and therefore, I feel valued by her.


I could go on and on, but this post is already quite lengthly, so I'll wrap it up...
If I can, I would like to challenge you (if you haven't already) to take the love language assessment test and encouraging your friends and family to do the same. The test only takes a matter of minutes and I'm thoroughly convinced that it'll be beneficial to you and your loved ones! Also, I would love to hear your thoughts regarding this subject! Feel free to comment away ;)


Later alligators!
Rach

Reminiscent

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If you were to ask me to describe the last few days in one word, I would choose the word "reminiscent." I have flipped through photo boxes & albums, reread journal entries, pulled down old paintings & drawings, reorganized my memory-box, and so much more. Why the sudden urge to ramble through things of the past? I'm not really sure. I think I was secretly trying to rediscover something that would make me laugh or smile, but most of all, discover something that would inspire me. I had been feeling like I wasn't utilizing gifts & talents that I knew I had. For example, it's been years since I've picked up my drawing pad; I think the last time I had used it was back in 2005 or 2006. Now, to set everyone straight, I do not consider myself an artist in the drawing and painting realm; however, I do really enjoy the feeling of charcoal underneath my fingertips and the stroking of a paint brush in my hand. I love watching a blank canvas unfold into a masterpiece (with many mistakes along the way of course...).

Long-story-short, I ended making a mess with my charcoals and 16x24 drawing pad, but I am so glad I did. It doesn't take long for me to realize why I love working with artsy mediums; for me, any art-media has a way for letting me decompress, relax, grow, etc., but even more importantly, it has a way of making me feel closer to my Heavenly Father. I think it boils down to the fact that when I take a break from my mundane schedule and allow myself to unwind and be transparent through art, it's an act of worship. To many people, worship is a congregational activity, but Jesus is quoted in John 4:24 saying "God is spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth." So in my opinion, worship is a heart matter, not a corporate meeting. Worship is an act of praising or rejoicing in God; giving credit and honor to where it is due. Therefore, when my heart is rejoicing because of words being sung from my mouth (in a congregation or not), let it be called worship, but also, if my heart is rejoicing unto the Lord because I am marveling at his beautiful creation, twiddling with drawing utensils or writing a blog post, let it also be called worship. "My heart is steadfast, O God; I will sing praises, even with my soul" - Psalms 108:1. "For great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised" - Psalms 96:4a.

A Different Adventure

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It's been over a year since I've written a blog post here. Many adventures have taken place, but absolutely no documentation has been made (...at least on this blog). Oh my, this is the story of my life; I repeatedly start new journals and blogs, but don't keep up with them. Sigh. Will I ever learn?

The main reason for writing this post is not to tell about a grand vacation pending, but rather to propose that I start blogging about a different kind of adventure. An adventure about everyday life as a Christian and what that walk entails.

I'll start off with saying that my walk hasn't been easy as of late. I have found myself discouraged, lacking in faith and hopeless of God's providence. Why? I really do not know. He has never failed me before. There is really no reason for me to feel distant from Him because I know He never leaves my side. Therefore, a self-check must be in need. And sure enough it is. I, the human, who am so often wrapped up in the things of the world, forget to pursue the only substantial thing that truly satisfies my soul. It is I, Rachel Grace, who hasn't been investing, seeking, and challenging my faith.
...Oh, how many times will I place God on the back burner? How many times will I forget to actively pursue Him? The answers to these questions only God really knows; however, I can say that no matter how many times I fail or I wander off, God won't let me go too far and I am so very thankful for that. And to top it all off, even in the seasons where I am the most desperate and least deserving, God will still be there with me, and he will be actively using the season for His glory and for my better good.

"Having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have obtained our introduction by faith into this grace in which we stand; and we exult in hope of the glory of God. And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us." - Romans 5:1-5

God really rocks. enough said :)
Well, that's it for today. Thanks for reading!

Your adventurous writer/blogger,

Rachel Grace